i wonder if i’ll ever unleash to you all these emotions
that race with every beat of my heart
and flow in the blood in my veins
i wonder if will you ever see the way i freeze
when i hear the sound of your name
i’m sabotaging reality for fiction’s sake
only to increase the chances of heartbreak
but i’m still going through the motions
hoping that one day
my bones will be safe in the warmth of your embrace
