I know I’ve never been anyone’s first choice. Or maybe at the point of times when I’ve been, I drifted a part with that friend or I screwed up and made a mistake that was so vile and heart wrenching that I just should be thankful for the fact that they forgave me. There are times I just wish I was good enough. That someone who I considered my most important friend would see me as theirs too. I know it sounds cheesy, but I just wished that someone could love me as fiercly as I loved them. I know that I’m not the only one who at times, feels this way. But… it hurts.